One Way to Stay Sane

Stay sane?
Emangnya kamu gila?

Hehehe. Ya enggak. Insya Allah gak gila.

Sejak beberapa tahun terakhir gw merasa ada yang makin parah dari kepribadian gw. Males ngomong. Males berinteraksi lebih tepatnya. Dan ini, gak bagus.

Hmm, people say it's introvert. An intovert can take a wide long conversation, gather with people, drolling with friends, drowning in crowds, enjoy the noise, but not in all day long. That kind of activities are delightful... yet exhausting. They needed some time to recharge their energy back. 😐 Well, I'm still amazed (and always will) with people who has much energies to talk, being nice, and interact with other a whooole day from the sun rises till it even far from set. I adore them, really. (Though it's annoying, sometimes. Hehehe. 😁✌)

Yang jadi masalah, di kasus gw ini komposisi malesnya lebih banyak ketimbang alasan recharge energi tadi. 😅 Semales-malesnya gw ngomong tp gw juga merasa butuh bersuara, krn klo bener2 diem seharian ya stress juga (ribet ye). Tapiiii yg jd pilihan gw seringnya adl nyanyi drpd ngomong sendiri/berdiskusi sm org lain. (Jadi gitu, klo gw pake headset sebenernya lg males ngomong. Tapi kan gw pake headsetnya sering banget kaaann. 😂) Klo udah gitu denger diskusi yg gw ngerti/tau aja males nanggepin. Serius ini kok gak bagus banget. Mungkin ini yg penyebab seringnya orang yg baru kenal gw bilang klo gw orang yg acuh, semau gw, dan kurang peduli. Huhuu jelek banget first impressionnya Yaa Allah. 😢 Tapi klo udah kenal banget mah ga gitu khaan,, 😜

It is a confession. I write it because it might be better than I say it directly. And i do apologize to everyone esp. workmates, family, and firends whom may be offended by my bad behave. I always try to fix this indeed. 😄

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